Bianca Marcelo

hey angel,

i hope you got my valentines rose

i felt sad, sorry if i made you sad while there

i know usually im happy to go visit you

but i just felt sad ok?

i lvoe you lots

hope valentines was amazing .

i wish you were here

for so many reasons

hey foooo'

haha, i remember we alwways said that

your brother did to!

how are you babe?

talk to me,

i miss you.

i love you so much..

no matter what ever

wish you were here.

hey angel,

today i feel speechless.

where are you?

shrek baby misses you,

i miss you.

come home baby

will you

will you come home?

i just want you here

if only for a moment

please come home

i cant take it anymore

i love you

Hey Angel,

I love you lots..

thinking of you today,

cant believe its been 7 months without you

xoxoxoxo

hey girlie,

missing you alot.

i love youuu :)

xoxoxoxo

angel,

hey.

i read something

tonight, i read it

i dont like it at all

i wish i knew

i wish i knew everything

i thought i did,

i thought so much

so much of the wrong.

why did you have to leave me?

sometimes i blame myself,

i cant imagine ...

baby,

you know i love you.

i try to grasp it,

but i cant i never can

i wonder sometimes

do i waste time?

but i know you can hear me

i know your up there

i know this place is yours

you read it all

not missing a word..

so ill write everyday,

ill never stop.

i want to say sorry

but i know babe

you understand..

right?

do you?

sometimes we can never go back

because the things we go back to,

there lost.. somewhere along the way

i lost you baby,

did you loose me??

i wonder all the time..

how do we go on?

how do i ever move from here

sometimes people laugh,

they think im joking..

but i feel like a loser.

i dont have anyone like you now

everyone has a friend,

someone they can tell everything,

not just a friend, but you..

i hear all these plans, promises..... future talk.

best friends going away together to school, living together..

when therees a problem, gossip, when theres a rough patch, girls tell there best friend.

i realized thats why i dont hear it anymore

i dont know who i am sometimes,

without you..

people dont realize,

people dont care.. to realize.

it doesnt matter what someone is to a person,

its what they feel for that person

you gave me more then i feel a family of 5 could.

a name or title doesnt represent..

but the bond we had,

i miss you so much.

its hell here,

its been hell since the beginning

it never gets easy..

did you know

all the thoughts that run through my head about this

about you..

its true,

can you hear me?

theres storys to last a life time

but questions that died a long time ago

it cant be answered

i just wish you were here

i understand b,

i know what everyone looks down on

and i get it

and i still love you,

i could have been there b..

i wanted to be there

i was mad,

i was upset that i worked alone

that you didnt show up

i never meant anything

i never meant this.

i never wanted to see you go

i love you baby

i love you so much.

:(

Hey angel

missing you today,

everyday..

be with me

love you so much

your wifey

hey gorgeous

put some new stuff on the site,

and a cute song that reminded me of you.

i know you were watching over me the other day

i love you so much, and miss you

the days keep getting longer...

its been 8 months since today for the boys..

i know you guys are all together up there,

i wish i could be there with you sometimes..

but i have to wait til my time comes,

til im sent to be with you.

until then baby, hold panteres close and think of me

watch over me, and when i pray for you, pray for me..

when i think of you, think of me..

when i tell you i love you, just whisper you love me

dont ever forget.. and one day wifey,

i promise we will be together again..

you can do my nails, and make me lunch everyday,

i bought a rice maker... so im learning how to make it on my own

it wont be as good as yours, but i need something..

i hope theres such thing as camping up there,

cuz i know its one of your favorite things..

and i can cut a hole in shrek.. KIDDING,

by the way, i never actually cut that hole.. i swear :(

lol, but i stiched panteres head back and fixed everything,

and its ready for you whenever we meet.

i hope when that time comes,

i arrive at lakeshore.. where it all began,

our favorite spot, and some favorite memories.

i miss you so much baby,

i love you forever.

i promise ill never stop writing,

i promise ill be here forever..

infinity x's and o's

Your bestest friend ... FOREVER.

i love you !

alot alot alot

<3 foreeeever

and eberrr ;)

xoxoxooxox

miss you girl

thinking about funny times today

goodnight angel